Doing much better today.

We have a weird marriage. It's a study in extremes, which isn't good either. We had just had a tiff yesterday and I started thinking all these dark extreme things and that's where the separation stuff came in.

Today we're in love again.

It's funny because our marriage just feels...odd. Like we never really discussed things, our relationship just morphed naturally. Gawd, I can't explain what I mean. I can't really imagine one of us seriously sitting down and telling the other one they want a divorce, I mean, we'd both bust out laughing. It's more like it would just happen, we'd drift apart, separate then divorce without really having a big, emotional blow out over it. To be honest, I don't see that happening either. Yeah, we have big angry fights but then we have big happy love the rest of the time. At least I think so ;-) I can't assume to speak for Scott, but we seem to be on the same wavelength on a lot of things.

I guess I'm saying the happiness makes up for the bits of unhappiness.

Whatever. I guess I'm just feeling much better today and wanted to wax on about it...