Hit my lowest weight in a looong while and all I want to do is eat. Everything. Ugh.

This weight thing is hard. I can’t get people to understand that. Well, people who haven’t struggled with weight. It’s really hard to keep going, seems like such an uphill battle and…I don’t know. Maybe just having one of those days.

I think we’ve decided to be done. I feel good about it but I guess all the thinking about it has resulted in my dreaming about being pregnant and having babies almost every night lol The other night I had twins! We do need to think about doing something more permanent though, because, knowing us, we’ll end up pg again if we don’t do anything more than we’ve been doing. Resistance to our crazy fertility is futile for all but the most drastic of birth control measures it seems lol.

Everything else is okay. Currently trying to plan the front flower garden. The few bushes I planted initially are looking sparse and it all needs to be more planned out. I’m rubbish at figuring out what should go where though. Online plans are helping somewhat but wow, it’s complicated lol I want it to bloom Spring through Fall, I want some evergreens for winter color, I want some herbal flowers/plants, I want perennials as well as annuals…let’s hope I can do this lol