Yesterday, Scott asked me if, logically, I really wanted another baby. And I answered *logically* no. But deciding to have a baby, or another baby, can't ever be a logical decision. If we were all Vulcan and thought only logically we'd likely have died out before now. Deciding to have a baby is a decision of the heart, not so much the brain. But seeing as the heart tends to be a bit loopy and will follow rainbows, the mind is a good balancing mechanism.

I know there are many reasons for us not to have another baby. And there are reasons it would be perfectly okay for us to have another. I don't know which way we'll go; today I tend to be done lol.

My tooth is bothering me. I finally made an appt so in a week and a half, the dentist will look in my mouth and see his next vacation lol I need two crowns, one probably won't be a crown but an implant (ouch! both in my mouth and my pocketbook lol) It's near the back and isn't visible much, but it needs fixed. The ONLY tooth I've ever had get this bad is also the only one I've ever had a root canal in. I'm hearing since that this is common and root canals aren't always good things. The less damaged tooth is right in front. It's just starting, but I do think it'll need a crown as the filling the other dentist put in initially fell out and it's looking worse. And who knows how many cavities lol I know this is totally MY fault. After a couple kids, I just got busy and would forget to brush at night and/or in the morning, plus I'm already predisposed to dental issues as evidenced by the many visits to the dentist I had as a kid. ugh. I don't have dental fears, per se, but I don't relish the thought of many needles and drills lol