Oh yeah, can I add how freaking unfair this is RIGHT at the holidays?!? I love to bake and I love the holiday goodies. I know, kind of a silly thing to get upset about, but there ya go. I mean, it would be different if I was seeing major results with cutting out sugar, but I'm not and I *still* can't eat it.

I often think I shouldn't have tested this early. Most women don't get tested for gestational diabetes until at least week 24. I'm only 16.5 weeks. I know deep down that it's good to find these things out early, but damn! So I have about 23 more weeks of deprivation followed, very likely, by a birth experience I don't want. Fun!

Yes, I'm a total bitch and whiner for not thinking about how this is all for the baby. Maybe I'm dwelling on all this superficial stuff to avoid thinking about that. I dunno.