I feel totally unneccesary right now.

So I went to my first therapy appointment today. I have to meet with a "pre-counselor" in order to get that appointment with the counselor and doctor (next week and week after).

I almost broke down with this person today, and she's not even my counselor. I just felt so overcome at the thought of someone really listening to me. And telling me there's a name for how I feel. And that it usually responds very well to therapy and meds. I see a light at the end of this, I see the possibility.